Expressing My Feelings

           Expressing Feelings
As I think of him my heart is racing
Thinking how Im going to make my feelings clear to him
My hearts aches knowing sooner or later it will be to late to express my feelings to him
I pace back & fourth, thinking of how his reaction will be
But without hesitation...
I start writing
The more I hide, it will be obvious
I was always afraid to express my feelings because I didn't want my heart to be broken into pieces
But here I am
Here I am writing to HIM
Better at expressing my feelings in poetry
The first time I laid my eyes on HIM
Immediately I wanted to know HIM
But something...
Something was holding me back
Back far away from HIM
If I had unlimited time
I would spend hours just talking to HIM
He always make me smile
Always make me laugh
His smile makes me smile
I was just a dark cloud
Then he came & cleared it
While I think of him I just simply smile
Here I am, expressing my feelings to HIM
Shall I continue to hide my feelings or just uncover it?
Should I continue hiding from him?
Or just continue to let myself have deep feelings for HIM?
Things like this happens to me when it's mostly UNEXPECTED.
- Mani Blue