insatiable  obssession

Another night beckons.
again the overwhelming hunger has crept in;
sticking my fingers into my mouth I think of you,
picturing you balanced on the end of my tongue,
lips straddling either side,dripping sweet honey,
a delicious fountain where I greedily drink oceans
and luscious rivers,never in fear of drowning in such
pleasant demise.
 
scarcely can I stifle the yearning in my frustration,
O such perfect misery amplifying such desire alone,
one seldom does realize though in vain,
the absolute devotion bestowed.
vacant in my shell,in my hell without even memories,
for never have I tasted your moans,
never have I felt you whisper into my ear,
crushing yourself against me.

you wouldn't know
of such illicit glances I've stole in your direction,
creating vivid images
mental photographs of your magnificent allure,
warming my soul,
a scalding perpetual balm,
soothing if only for a moment,the hunger
that rips holes in my facade.