I'm a Bitch

Tomorrow you'll spend with her and smile  
Though you'll fight after a little while  
You tell me you're not happy  
And your relationship is crappy  
But all I want to do  
Is spend tomorrow with you  
I want to see you blush  
You make my heart rush  
I can’t take knowing you like me and not having you  
I don't even know what I'm supposed to do  
You make me want to cry  
I'm so close but I can’t even try  
I want your hands around my hips  
Looking at you my mouth drips  
I want you to pull me against you  
I want to feel your heartbeat too  
I want to lay there and listen to you talk  
I want to hold your hand, look down, and watch you walk  
I want to feel you finger dance across my bare back  
I want you to hold me and know, our love you'll never lack  
I want to feel you gasp every inch of me naked  
I want you to know you don’t need to fake it  
I want you over me, around me, and in me  
I want to like you without an ounce envy  
I want to feel you push me up on the wall  
I want the pictures behind me to fall  
I want you to rip my clothes off and devour me  
I want my body to be all you want to see  
I want you to take me and do everything I dream  
I want to lay here and stop my scream  
Because right now I know shes with your smile  
And I just want you for a little while  
Okay maybe a tiny bit longer  
But 7 inches is enough time for me to ponder  
I want you and know it  
But right now I don’t think I should show it  
I’m happy you have a girl with you  
But part of me doesn’t know what to do  
Do I hide, do I get jealous, do I move on  
I just dont want to do what would be wrong  
 
For now I guess I’m just stuck liking you  
To bad shes also stuck too