Life Doesn't Seem Real

Is she really here?
She's facing all her worst fears.
Does she exist?
This life continues to resist.

She screams.
Get her out if this dream.
She cries.
She's tired of trying to lie.

She's hallways gone.
As mindless as the typical blonde.
They laugh.
All her attempts are cut in half.

Nothing is important.
Just keep staring at the fluorescent.
They'll never notice her absence.
They don't see her essence.

They leave her alone inside.
Sitting there counting her blinking.
Doing anything she can to stop the thoughts.
It's no use, this can't be fought.

The thoughts are already too overwhelming.
None of them care or are fond of helping.
Today is a new day.
You can go or stay.

Please don't continue to wait.
You no longer have to complicate.
She needs to see your face.
Look into your eyes and see just a trace.

A trace of the emotions that you hide.
Keeping everything deep down inside.
Do you honestly really care?
You're not all the way there.

You're not as into this as I am.
Don't create just another sham.
She wants and needs you.
You make the darkest days a wonderful blue.

She's writing.
She doesn't know what she is saying.
Her fingers are moving on their own.
They're letting the pain be shown.

She doesn't want you to know what she holds inside.
She doesn't want you to see inside of her mind.
She doesn't want you to know everything.
You should just continue your leaving.

It's a lot easier this way.
She doesn't care what you say.
Just walk out of the door.
She's deleting the score.

You win.
She no longer cares how this will end.
Just go.
Stop moving so slow.

The tension is overbearing.
You can't see through the mask she's wearing.
You can't feel with your eyes.
Just say goodbye.