Around and around...

The more I lay here and think.
The more effort it takes to see another day.
My shadow is my disguise,
And you are my only reason.
We've had our downs,
Never felt so high.
You're so beautiful but I'm a total mess.
So tell me you love me this Febuary,
I swear I'll be here waiting even till December the 1st.
I'm sorry I don't seem to master,
When all I cause is disaster.
I can't seem to forget the times I was so depressed,
I won't forget the times you made me so happy.
Your smile gets my attention.
I know that behind it there is more anger than any other emotion,
I swear I can change that.
Where's my cure?
Where's my good night sleep,
And where is my heart.
Running around and around my head,
Searching for you.
Please say you didn't leave me again,
Not again...