Hope

Blessed be the day that my heart cesces to sink
The day that love is shared instead if just given
The day that my bed lays cold and empty no more
My deepest thoughts can be shared
And someone will give themselfs to me
And I can love protect and charish them
How badly I need to be needed
I want someone to beg for me
Not just in deep lust
But them the beg for my company my care
How I wish this day to come but I fear it never will
Blessed be the day when I shed my darkness
That someone gives me the love that fuals me
I hope this day exist
How the dought the uncertainty scares me
How easy death is and certain and free it is