Dark Love..

Dark
Cold
Airless.
Trapped in this never ending black hole that I'm forced to call my mind
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating in my own thoughts, my own memories.
I can't break free from these chains..these chains you put on my arms, legs, heart, mind..
Your voice won't escape my head
"I love you"
"I don't love you"
"Don't fall for me"
"Fall for me"
Let me escape..I beg you, free me from your chains. Let me go.
I fucked around and got addicted to your feel and now I'm begging you to let me go

I wasn't ready for this kind of love, this kind of raw emotion.
The way you whispered my name, the way I whimpered yours..
I need to suffer through this withdrawal, I need to know what it's like to live without you.