Only Smile

Only Smile

“Alright, Alright, Alright, Alright
you can do this.”

I want more
Gluttonous be
the so very selfish me

I’m waiting
for an answer
when I know none will come

I am trapped
stuck on the hook
lost somewhere in the zone

“Right, right just...
yeah I don’t want to ruin our
friendship either.”

I do care
not obsession
fine I’ll be a man then

I won’t call
I’ll be a dick
And I’ll treat you like shit

I am lost
but I can see
this will be too much pain

“No wait, no I can’t
it hurts to much.”

I’m leaving
why just because
because you will kill me

I realize
this is folding
I know what I promised

I’m crying
you had to know
now I have to let go

“Not right now?
So after your next?
Or after him? When?”