Evaluation Of The Situation - Just An Attempt

 
I'm close to almost giving into this temptation  
What else could be the reason for this random flirtation  
Damn no! I don't want it to look like a sign of desperation  
No, I'm not this girl...Its not good for my reputation  
And suddenly I don't seem to care for the speculations  
But how can I just crumble my boyfriend's expectations?  
  
  
I know its wrong, yet I'm clinging tenaciously to this fascination  
Oh God! I hope its not turning into some crazy fixation!  
  
  
I can feel it between us..the tension, the obvious retaliation  
At every move of mine...his demand for justification  
What could be the possible reason for this growing separation  
Oh, I wish this was just some stupid hallucination  
But instead all of it just boils down to his exasperation  
And we end up having the same old conversation...  
  
  
No I don't wanna be the reason for this devastation  
Help me get back to my state of realization  
  
  
Help me be strong enough not to give in to this temptation  
Help me get my head straight & put an END to this flirtation.....