Beats to hide in

A fleeting pleasantness
An organic light
Crowded the spaces
With luminous sight
Shapeless yet radiant
Unrestrained yet reserved
Buoyant and bubbly
With sculptures so curved
Defining the moments
Separating the grief
Obtaining the atmosphere
And the way it's perceived

An inquisitive confessional
Left her flat and dejected
A cynical testament
Left her impulsive
It intercepted

Confusion runs rapid
Inside her mind
She cowers and covers
Til her plight is blind
The contradictions are humours
Seductive and sentimental
While her body is hard
Her heart a bleeding instrumental

Cautious and scared
She wills it to light
For there's a fire there
That refuses to light
Great intrusion the symphony begins
The conclusion
No body wins

An orchestra of beats rhythm's
And pulsing harmonies
To push through the body
Once again on her knees

Head upward to the sky
To ask for forgiveness
With no reasons why
For she must have been bad
In some other life
Begging for mercy
Begging for release
Screaming dear god
I can't take much more of this

A half hearted step towards a peaceful moment
And a lullaby begins
To drown her moaning
The melody gets louder to lift her to her feet
The chaos has stopped
She wishes for no repeat

Swaying to the tunes
Her movements come alive
It's another way she knows to survive

Always in music
Can she hide