Drowning in the Abyss;Of my own thoughts

It’s bewildering, how
i can hear a ten year old voice
like it’s somewhere close, while
the voice next to me is,
Just a whisper.
It’s almost a trance
like this head is divided
in a thousand parts, and i wish
If only there was a chance, to escape
As i drown in the abyss;
Of my own thoughts

It’s stupid, how
I can read the faces of
ten’s of people at once,
Like i have been there, through there
what do you call it, Déjà Vu...?
Misery drips from these eyes, they don’t sleep
‘cause the silence of the night
screams “Hell, why don’t you just
Drown in the abyss
Of your own thoughts “.

It’s calming, how
this pain can make you numb,
can make you grow, stronger
Past memories haunt,
those voices roar
But that’s alright, cause i know
that i can see what you choose to ignore
And as i look back, i see
there was never a chance, to escape
From drowning in the abyss;
Of my own thoughts.