I Apologize.

Days, they're passing and with with each new sun rise, my fucking heart is crashing and i, I apologize for all the shit that i let happen, But our priorities, they were fucked up and we know it and now time is starting to blow it. We had all these expectations because we, we were going to get married right? Our future was hot but now its cold as ice. I still want to see if "WE" can make it, but you? Your currently taken and the feelings we had ain't faded, but with her, the chance your taking. My emotions, they're bi-polar, a little bit misfitted, im not sober and im damn sure not stable. My words? Yeah, abrasive as fuck but i say it only out of love because dammit im sprung and also screwed up in public, My heart is breaking so LOUD but i guess that you cant give a fuck right now, right? So i apologize, as i sit here crying because you, your stuck all in my head. The promise ring you gave sitting in the box instead and i really wonder if this... if this could be the end.
So i apologize, unconditional is the love i have for you, and if i have to wait, then bygones be bygones, that's just what i have to do, but at least you know that I Apologize.