peace

brought up in hate,

in an emotional state,

cant you help me?

please set me free,

my pleads go unheard,

cause no-one cared,

my eyes wont see the same as you,

everyone askin whats new?

i put on a smile,

creepier than a pedophile,

just say all good,

no-one understood,

why i just wanted to be left alone,

dad died was on my own,

mums great but not real close,

i just put on my clothes,

head out the door,

once more,

walking non-stop,

just want to drop,

out of existence,

no-ones my resistance,

ive nothing left here,

nothing i hold dear,

no special someone,

just hate and pain,

is all that remains,

too scared to sleep,

depressions to deep,

i want to runaway,

want this to be my last day,

i want to break my chains,

slice into my vains,

watch the redness pour out,

without a single shout,

what can i say my depression is too strong,

cant think of what i did wrong,

just feel like i should be diseased,

only question in my head,

why the fuck cant i find peace? ..............