my own worst enemy

i'm not the man i once was my past was horrible. I never thought i'd live to even write these poems im a mess im recovering from a war that i fought and i won. i have my battle scars i have suffered through the pain as my friends once did im coming to know all the secrets i hold..they think im a fool and i dont know what to do.. i fought my battles alone i was blind i the dark and i once was just alone...in darkness. ill always be in one big mess but i wont be alone will i now? we all have been through the same things before....but not like me.. i've been shot i've been stabbed burned, i've cheated death twice can i cheat again? some day my life will end in vein and death will be laughing at me..
bring it on death i cheated on u once.. ill do it again..till that day
i am Jacob Ramon Vladimir Juarez