Out Of Exits

Christ everything gets blurry when i open my eyes
baptized in the hell of life
where are you god?
i scream to let it all out
do you hear me now god?
sometimes i almost give up
then i see the face of a child.....
my eyes roll back and i see the hatred in my mind
look straight ahead and see the hatred of this world
I analyze peoples features, i know when they lie or are fake
anger runs down my face
lost in something i don't understand
fuck this