Bipolar bear

mean and annoying, with my heart you are toying
constant nagging from above, I fear you won't stop until I'm lying face down on the rug

you ask me why I use and all I can do is shrug
I'm not going to blame a lack of love
It was my choice and I chose to throw away my inner voice

Running to the darkness to meet that little devil who sweeps me off my feet
Don't worry about me, this is therapy for me
It was a ticket away from misery but then the people stopped missing me

You call me a flake but I'm sure you don't appreciate the control I attempt to place upon my fate
to this date you still find yourself gorging on cake, it seems you are doomed to repeat the same mistakes the only difference between us is my drug doesn't make me gain weight
And you still won't admit you have an addiction, where the same fucking person it's just different products with which we're smitten

It's not too late, I could still walk through a different gate but the longer I wait, the more I hesitate the more id rather play in tragedy's wake