2013-10-30

You know when you're cold like its right deep in your soul you cant seem to get warm or when it feels you've stopped breathing? Not really stopped but your breaths are so shallow and the hurt and built up emotions have your  whole heart just beating so slow you feel so alone cause ain't nobody know what you feel,. Or the way things have tortured your soul, feeling more dead as the days go by watching like it isn't real like watching your childhood threw your parents eyes not knowing which way to go. Understanding their struggle and where you've already gone wrong..
It's like a hell cause reality is this is someone else's show, history repeating like they'll  always tell.