The fight I can't lose....

The rage and fear collide,I need to numb the spin....
I need to feel superhuman,to fight alone,and this I plan to win....
As I light the torch,the anticipation begins and I give the glass a kiss...
The beautiful clear rocks begin to melt,I inhale their essence,close my eyes and wish....
I feel the warmth as my invisible friend runs his fingertips all over my skin.....
My friend knows how to touch me in places nobody else has ever been....
The water bubbles sing as I drink in their yummy melody.....
Go deep inside me my beautiful friend,play with my insides, I wanna feel your insanity...
I feel like I could take on the world and take on the one that continuously blemishes and stomps on my life...
My invisible friend gives me a monstrous energy and ability to fight....
This fight will be messy and possibly ruin any sense of sanity or reality I have left....
To lose could cause a profound,indefinite,shutdown of what soul continues to infect....