eyeputty'heart and[+]be yond

( I )
put mys'elf (or was it
my'o'my dice'slice'd heartbone?)
 in yr trovin'
chest'o'treasure[s]
wit
 nary an idear as to whathfck lay
'in store' for
(I) was doing, but that's okay &
that's just fine for a freekin
dandy like eye all ways
coulda have been......


here wit no love t'dis'tract me
balls from a'rollin into death's
bigmouth, but

buttsuch it is it's own \ad\va\nt\age[s]\,
         justimagine fckn wit
words this badly poorly wit a brimming
         love
unrequit-ed tha t won't even assume to jack itself'round
even thee best jerkcircles....


dear billie('30sVintage)holiday leading thee ipodian
death'hit'parade.......then,
              Trane'll sing "Om"......
                    in
                    to
        me, my eternal delusion,And Beyond


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