why?

Why?
why does everyone think that their must be something bothering me?
as much as i try to hide it. my friends know that i cant fight my feelings.
I sit here and look up at the Light blue sky and wonder how much time has gone by.
the hours seem like days without you here. and i cant help but shed a couple tears.
i always thought that snakes was my biggest fear
my biggest fear was losing you.
i miss you so much.
i try to stay strong but the more i try the more it hurts.
why?