Overly Attached

Sometimes I touch the screen
where you sit talking to me
and I can almost feel my skin
make contact with yours
and when you smile
as I pretend to twist your hair with my fingers
like I'm almost laying next to your sleepy little head
and its only been 2 hours since I left
but I miss the smell of you
or how you close your eyes tight
I miss your silly little grin
or how your hands softly touch my face
and trace the outlines of my bones
but mostly I just miss
the way you can look at me and know
that I want to kill myself
or how you know
I want to cut my ivory skin into pieces
I just miss you