Brendan

You must enjoy playing games with my head
Watching me crumble and cry in my bed
You love the way you can destroy me  
The power you think you hold
How you can make me hurt

You know how to make me lose control
It kills me that I could love you
After all the pain you’ve caused  


And after a while of thinking  
And now I understand  
Just how messed up  
You really are
 

How could you toy with me this whole time?
How could you break my heart over and over without  
Worrying how I felt

You said you trusted me with your secrets  
If they were even secrets at all 
You told me lies  
And now the truth  

Watched as tears fill my eyes  
Isn't that what you wanted? 
So that’s what you got
Have a happy life Brendan
Knowing I will not