night~terror

overlooking the dying sun,
i see tree's casting gloomy shadows,
their claws scratching at the pittyful grass,
a decaying corpse laid distorted in front of me.

the stench of loss fills my nostrils,
the moon glares at me saying i could have done more,
knowing i'm a lost soul undeservant of anything realistic,
the sun behind it stabbing me in the back making me bleed. 

the wind pushes me to the ground and pulls my hair,
the rain pours down trying to create a tsunami to drown me,
i hear people running away from me and screaming in absolute terror,
then i wake up in a cold sweat shaking screaming and not dead anymore.