Wants..

And no matter what, I'll never be enough.
I love till my heart can't take it..
I give all of me if even for a piece of you.
God.
I try to be numb but you..
You make me feel
I want so badly to be the one you need
I give, and I give.. And I give.
So much love for you there isn't enough for me.
Fuck..
Why can't I be your queen?
Baby we could build together with you,
As my King.
I dig so deep, in search of your lost treasures
Desperation to be yours.
Yours..
I dwell on the thought, if even for a little while
I could pretend to be in this bliss with you
My love.
But I can only paint this picture with me and not you
Because I'm not enough.
I'll never be enough
..
But still, I love you.
And still I paint this picture of us
On my broken canvas, my own sweet art.
Because maybe one day..
One day I can be your queen
And you my king.
And maybe, just maybe
I'll be even more than enough
My love.
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