reborn - for matt adams

I never thought it would come to this
I never thought it could
I never new i had this feeling inside me..
I was full of hate
But you bought out the best in me
You brang things out in me that i never really new i had
I never thought id smile again..
He broke me
I thought i lost all feeling
Apart from hate
But there you were
Just standing there
I thought i new you so well
But you continue to surprise me
You made me smile when i just wanted to kill or be killed
People tell me
IM different
They like the new me..
Its vibrant and full of life
I never thought i could love again
I thought it just wouldent be the same
But there you were
By my side everyday
I thought cutting was all i new
But you opened something inside of me
I was confused
I didint understand
What did you do to me?
I thought id never know
But you showed me..
Now i don't hate
IM not hell bound..
IM just bound to you
You changed me..
My life..
My surroundings
Everything i look at seems different now
It seems..
Beautiful
I refused you for a long time..
I was scared
I didint know what you were doing to me
Anger was all i ever seemed to feel
And flooded with this strange new feeling i ran
I didint know then..
What i know now..
All i know is..
I love you
You made me who i am
You loved me when no one else would
I never thought i had the capability to care for someone
But you broadend my mind
So i could except all things
I cant thank you enough
I cant think of anything but you
You cloud my mind with your amazing ability to love a troubled soul like me
So let me thank you..
Let me love you..
Let me fight for you
There is no crime i wouldent do for you
No war i would not fight for you
You are all i know now
Your so strong
So amazing
So unpredictable
There really is no one like you..
So let me love you
And ill be yours forever
Thanks to you
My every breath seems new
Like im re born every second
But im not..
I just happen to fall in love with you a little more every day
And that's enough to change my life
So stay in it forever <3