a troubled soul like me-dedicated to Matt adams

A troubled soul like me..(dedicated to Matthew Adams)

Every step..
Every breath..
All his thoughts..
It all seemed worthless
To walk away..
Just seemed to good
To easy
When it was all just to hard
If i could have made him see what he is..
If only i was there in that time last year
If only i wasent so selfish..
Then mabey i could have been there
He was always there for me..
And i just threw it away
Pushed away an angel
Sent him to hell..
He walked the plank of his heart for me
He threw away all that was close to him
And i still never realised
If only i was there
To tell him
When he thought he was empty..
That he was nothing
That he was infact everything
He is a miricle
Sent to change the world..
My world,
God was over generous when creating this beautiful troubled soul
It seems like a dream
It all seems to much
To good to be true
He has no idea..
And he may never read this
And he may never understand his true self
And he may never believe these words..
But they will be here forever
And i mean them forever
And...
Well..
I just find it funny how a troubled soul like me,
Found a troubled soul like him
And he changed me
I have no troubles...
I just have him
And one day i hope that i too can change him how he changed me..
So baby..
You don't have to be troubled anymore..
Because..
In all the crazyness and through all the bullshit...
I..
Stil..
Love you