mum,-dedicated to jade asquith (my mum)

i hate you for bringing me into this world
and i hate you for not letting me leave this world
but i love you because you wont let me leave
and i love you because you gave me my first love
i hate you for not letting me be me
and i hate you for hating him
but i love you for giving us a chance
and i love you for listing to me when i cry
and hate you when you send me away
i hate you when you look at my wrists
and i love you because you wiped away the blood
and i hate you for leaving daddy...
i hate you for everything you do
but i love you for everything you do..
it shows me that you care
it shows my that your right
mum
i always hate you..
you don't like my friends,
my boyfriend
you took away my drugs
and stole all my blades
you hate my music
and i hate yours
you visited me in hospital when no one else would
and i love you for that
but i hate you for..
and i love you for..
everything you do!

(sure we fight alot and i never really tell you i love you but i do and i always will but i still hate you <3 )

and i know she will never read this..