SELF TALK

Thinking and thoughts are everywhere
Wondering if the decisions were right
Double minded in thought
Lecturing my inner self
Holding my true feelings back
Looking at the person before me disfigured but whole
Trapped in a whirlwind of emotion
Deceived by my beating heart
Being pulled in all directions
Screaming and no one can hear
Silently loosing consciousness
Blurred vision and pain
Numb to touch
Out of my mind fatigued
Burning inwardly with no way to escape the flame