I'm Scared

Tonight he just went off on me
my beloved wretched ex...
he put me in a hard place
and I"m not talking about sex.
He's fucking with my life
all because I was a shitty wife.
Now's he's risking my daughters well being
maybe even costing me my freedom.
The police have been involved
Protective services have been called...
turn myself in, or rehab
I've really finally failed.
She got out of the car tonight
ran and gave me a hug
I looked in her blue eyes
and felt nothing but love.
Still debating on tomorrow though
does that mean I don't love her?
Maybe I'm just an addict
and I will be forever.
A program is offered
and my daughters life is up for grabs
if he gets her and oh he will
to florida he drives.
I'm scared and I'm pissed
I don't know what to do...
I don't know what would happen
if I lost her forever too.