26 years

26 years
26 winters,autumns and springs
26 years,never liked summers
Insane amount of days
Even more amount of nights
One stranger on the mirror reflection
One up there,deep inside
laying on the dark corners of my brain
Laughing
Punching the flesh walls
Scratching delusion
Another inside of cigarette pack
Sharing all the secrets with the lighter
Not all this and that
Secrets , ones I would be afraid to mention about
Ones I kept in my mouth for decades
Ones I couldn't swallow
Ones I couldn't tell
And after all
All I have is rusty beard
All red
All rotten
Smoke kills them,beard
One by one
It's just memories never die
26 years,all alive