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I do not understand
Why my life has to be so hard.
There are too many things that I have to do.
My family mocks me.
People tell everybody everything about me.
I cannot trust anyone.
I am a demon in that house.
I am a devil that will create chaos and will blow eventually if they keep on pushing my limits.
I do not understand why I have to be this way.
Why I have to take medication that I certainly do not need.
I have to keep on waiting and waiting until that day comes when I can get out of that fucking house.
I do not understand why I keep on giving and giving but they never give back.
I fucking hate the way that they treat me and fucking stupid reasons why I have to live in that hell house.
They do not help me at all.
They soon will burn in fucking hell because of the way they do things.
I am about to explode with rage and anger.
This is getting to the point where I do not care anymore.
Where I'm gonna go off at that cunt.
I do not understand why I can't just do it now.
There are too many things that I have to do.
My family mocks me.
People tell everybody everything about me.
I cannot trust anyone.
I am a demon in that house.
I am a devil that will create chaos and will blow eventually if they keep on pushing my limits.
I do not understand why I have to be this way.
Why I have to take medication that I certainly do not need.
I have to keep on waiting and waiting until that day comes when I can get out of that fucking house.
I do not understand why I keep on giving and giving but they never give back.
I fucking hate the way that they treat me and fucking stupid reasons why I have to live in that hell house.
They do not help me at all.
They soon will burn in fucking hell because of the way they do things.
I am about to explode with rage and anger.
This is getting to the point where I do not care anymore.
Where I'm gonna go off at that cunt.
I do not understand why I can't just do it now.
Published 7th Feb 2011
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7th Feb 2011 5:28pm
I love the expression of anger in this poem...to let the heat out...a real sense of frustration and need...giving what we need to ourselves is one way out...very provocative! thanks for posting
7th Feb 2011 7:18pm
7th Feb 2011 8:40pm
when you put the little differences aside we are in almost identical situations.stuck in places we hate with stupid people we hate that dont care about us.I love you so much and I will always be here for you no matter what.
