Pessimist by Nature

"Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down."
                         -Pushit

Spiral down
Sink in
Pull away to
Become one again

Your sweet gravity holds me in orbit
Spinning round and coming back again
Tongue in cheek and cherry lips
Open up your heart to me

Pushing away, you kill me
Slipping in and out
Consciousness
Leaves as I try to
Live through my shadow

Pulse and churn and
Survive through your heartbeat
Course and rhythm
Intoxicate me
the change in me

Plateau
Give way to
Emotion and feeling
Endlessly I experience
What has been devoid
Overtake me