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Hallow

Tell me
Enlighten me
Illuminate me
Was it all for fun?
Or has something�Just begun?
With simple words you left
Haunting me with nothing but a smile
Left me wanting
All the while
Your skin my revelry
Your lips my ecstasy
You are what I desire
My love
My life
My fire
Is this all that you want from me?
Can this be the only purpose you believe to be of me?
No
No!
NO!!!
It�s just a game you play
What you say
A ploy you demand me to follow
I don�t believe
I refuse to relinquish
Cannot perceive
That this is just another game you play
Every breath I take
Leave me oh so hallow
Tell me
Unveil to me
Expose yourself for once
What was it you said?
I can�t I�m ill-equipped to comprehend
Simple words you left
Vanished only to leave me, bare on the floor
Left me begging
Pleading for some more
I walk today alone
I guess I should have known
Your gone I know it�s true
I can�t get over you
Is this all that you want from me?
What the fuck is it that you see in me?
It�s just a game you play
Every sliver tipped word you say
You don�t even intend to remain by my side to follow
I�m depleted
I won�t play your games
I�ve had enough
It�s not going to be that way anymore
Your words leave me oh so hallow
Your words smother out my soul
Leaving me nothing but hallow
I feel so used
I feel so abused
I feel so disposable
Every time I see you smile

And I like it.
I have lived for so long in this pattern of power, I�m utterly numb.
Comfortable in the emptiness you bestow upon me

It�s killing me; everything about who I once was vanishes as you open the door

So what if it�s not a healthy desciption of a loving relationship, I don�t care

You know why?                                                                I like it.