Endless Nights

My thoughts won't stop, my mind wont quit
I don't know how much longer I can handle this

I need these numberless thoughts to throw on the brakes,
Form a single line, take a number and wait to be called

I often think to myself I don't want the world to break me
Or for unforeseen occurrences to shape me into something I don't wanna be

I want my own identity
I want to hear your proud of me

I set goals but at times they feel so unrealistic
I just won't let myself become another statistic

Obstacles that my optical can't see always seem to screw me up
I feel like the world is a monster that tried to eat me but spit me back out

And said on second thought you're not done, you can suffer a touch more little girl
What doesn't kill you only makes you tougher little girl

That's why I'm a fighter

I battle my thoughts consistently
I need a break but the stress keeps attacking relentlessly

Why can't I get a break?

I just wanna take my armor off and chill for a bit
My mind is a scale and I have to many thoughts on it

This world doesn't play fair
But it will never defeat me, only motivate me to conquer all the negativity in the air