50/50

got my pre rehabilitation/behavior modification  
blood work and urine analysis done today  
 and went and got a few beers  
 
ahahahahahahaaaa!!!  
bitches!!!  
see ya wednesday  
 
the writers name is on the tip of your tongue  
saw it abbreviated with piss holes in the snow  
i'm tryin to get it up there  
off the couch and floor  
need another canary for the coal mine  
again  
 
no more circles  
anti priorities  
appointments with army doctors  
who just say "wow thas fucked up"  
NEXT TIME I'M NOT WEARING PANTS  
only a T shirt  
with a big S  
little lacker  
 
 
somehow  
 
i manage to pick up the only black girl in the western hemisphere with a flat ass  
yessssss  
pumping the billy idol fist  
no  
fuck my life  
 
between you and me  
 i don't care  
babies are fucking ugly  
all of them  
 
takes a min to put the air on  
a lil world  
outside the big wound  
womb you can no longer wear  
color is there  
just need to grow the skin to paint it on  
 
i'd be a scholar  
a gentleman  
if i were a viking  
man how i would pillage and rape with the best of em  
tear whole continents  
asunder  
 
hijack a bread truck on valentines day  
strangle my x wife  
with red ribbon  
inject muriatic acid in her ass  
and leave her to decay  
in the rear  
of the vehicle  
with a bunch of money in her pocket  
parked next to a park  
yeah you read it right twice the first time  
 
now the vision is really starting to come together  
better than the frame before  
ad seg sounds promising  
 
made a connection with the librarian  
at the formal greeting card for former betrayal  
and anti fashion  
atrocity and almost awesome  
warehouse distribution center  
she liked my girls don't lie poster  
i was picketing  
we are gonna beat the system  
tomorrow  
 
gonna fuck like we love each other on the first date  
brush the feelings off as we go  
fuck like we fucking mean it  
less,less, and fucking less  
till both of us barely orgasm  
 
and than it's just easier to relapse  
and blame it on a bad break up  
call her up  
when i'm drunk  
try for a mulligan  
if not go for halfsies on the blame  
if it ruffles her feathers  
we'll rub ours together  
and do it all over again