FATHER!!!!!

Father

father
Stubborn
Doubtful
Non-caring

You say you do things for the better
But do you
Is the screaming
The blood curtailing cries worth it
Will it make me a better person
Or will make me into you

Father
I will not make a brat of myself
You have done many great things
Fed me
Payed for me
Taught me
But is it worth it when in the end all I do is rebel

But then again I am you
J realize it in a horrifying gaze
I scream as you do
Fight as you do
Name others as you do
When can I let this curse fade and wither into dust

You only care in what makes you look like a better person
While you care nothing for my goals or wants
Such as listening to my hopes and dreams
You laugh in disgust
You don't believe in me
I wonder why I rebel?

I'm not the only one that feels your wrath
I hear it as I'm locked away in my room
And my one true exscape
The  blackened closet of my mind
Where wild fantasies roam

Id rather have a bum of a dad
No food or roof over my head
No entertainment
No coat to wear in the numbing,blistering cold

Id rather have a bum of a dad
That would care about my emotions my problems
And make an effort to understand me
To try let me feel everythings allright

But no
You ask why I don't talk to you when I really need to
HA fat chance
Why so I could be deafened by your black hearted screams!
I'm sure you are entertained In my agony

Father…
I wonder why I rebel