I don't see dirt

being something my mind blanks


I find it difficult to remember your


there's solidarity in independence
but it only ever came from


waking up doesn't carry that pitch-less gaping cleft
anymore
but I remember having something to wake up for


"why are you doing this"


it's easiest to forget the words that made you in one
everything you despise
everything I despise
Didn't care at the time
but you're no
prize. Except you are


there's raindrops on the hood of our car.


I still see you soft and that's wrong
can't hate what I miss
and shouldn't miss what's gone


superfluous indeed. Took all I got


now we're condensation marks
and the occasional ink blot.