I Am Ready ....

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I am ready,  
For whatever's coming.  
I expect,  
Nothing more but to be let down.  
Or,  
Turned away.  
I am truly, and completely alone.  
 
F$CK IT ! ......  
 
This shit hurts a lot,  
But I now realize what I am,  
And what I have become.  
For this young man,  
There is NO MORE.  
 
I loop the rope around my neck  
Now I'm hanging from the door.  
As I take a knife, I also slit my now tightened throat  
  
Pools of blood quickly fill the floor.  
As the blood runs down my chest....  
The skin finally tears apart from ear to ear,  
And my headless body drops  
Onto the cold blood filled floor.  
NOW I truely am
 
ALONE NO MORE.  
  
YES I AM READY NOW ....