The Junkies Trough

Stop the planet - I want to get off
It's time to gorge - from the junkies trough
I want to stop feeling - anything at all
Enter my spiral - the inevitable fall
I know where I'm going - I've travelled before
Like the frantic alky - to the liquor store
I take the first line - I start to smile
Lying is easy - So is denial
I blame the whole world - for my chosen state
But my actions are mine - I choose my fate
I share nothing with no-one - my works are mine
I delude myself - this is the last time
I lie to my family - I lie to myself
I care for no-one - nor my health
My actions are senseless - my behaviour insane
It's stronger than me - I'll do it again