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cold touch
Why are we here now?
I’ve turned into someone I don’t even know
It’s my fault that I let you drag my heart down so low
You were all I ever cared about, had a dream in store for us.
But see I don’t even miss you, I miss the lust
The feeling of warmth in my heart for someone other than myself
And being able to admire our pictures on the shelf
Wanted to grow old with you, see our love blossom with children of our own
I cherished the ideas instead of the reality that I was living this dream alone
I lay next to you now with no sense of emotion in my body
Looking into your eyes and still feeling the cold temperature I embody
I used to be able to melt with one stare
Now I barely even care
To hold your hand or have you kiss my forehead
I just want to fuck, have fun, and leave it all in your bed
I’m not sure if I want to thank you or hate you
As you made me strong, but I also lost the warmth I once knew.
I miss that aspect; miss the ability to let someone into my heart
Everything that comes close, I always find a reason to depart
It drives my mind crazy that I can stare at you and not feel any emotion I used to possess
But life causes changes; you either understand & accept this cold progress.
I’ve turned into someone I don’t even know
It’s my fault that I let you drag my heart down so low
You were all I ever cared about, had a dream in store for us.
But see I don’t even miss you, I miss the lust
The feeling of warmth in my heart for someone other than myself
And being able to admire our pictures on the shelf
Wanted to grow old with you, see our love blossom with children of our own
I cherished the ideas instead of the reality that I was living this dream alone
I lay next to you now with no sense of emotion in my body
Looking into your eyes and still feeling the cold temperature I embody
I used to be able to melt with one stare
Now I barely even care
To hold your hand or have you kiss my forehead
I just want to fuck, have fun, and leave it all in your bed
I’m not sure if I want to thank you or hate you
As you made me strong, but I also lost the warmth I once knew.
I miss that aspect; miss the ability to let someone into my heart
Everything that comes close, I always find a reason to depart
It drives my mind crazy that I can stare at you and not feel any emotion I used to possess
But life causes changes; you either understand & accept this cold progress.
Published 27th Nov 2013
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27th Nov 2013 8:05pm
28th Nov 2013 12:40pm
WOW, the feeling of this deeply penetrates me, becuz
I have witnessed this separation of heart n body with my own eyes, who it affected me is basically the same as this
I felt very sad... When the ability to no longer feel or accept
love, everyday looks darker no matter how bright the sun shines.
I have witnessed this separation of heart n body with my own eyes, who it affected me is basically the same as this
I felt very sad... When the ability to no longer feel or accept
love, everyday looks darker no matter how bright the sun shines.
