rage within

For the longest time I have felt something inside me laying dormant deep down beneath the surface as if frozen in an eternal ice age.Then one day the ice starts to crack and rumble as my frozen mind withstands a berrage of blows from the mouths of hateful,evil souls.I feel like something evil is welling up inside.This internal anger I can no longer hide.The ice breaks and my body shakes as the darkness spreads to consume me within.It took one more hurtful word that broke the ice and I felt it take over without thinking twice.I grab the hateful person by the throat,my eyes filled with blind anger incredibly strong. I slam his skull into the wall repeatedly,he begs for mercy but the damage has already been done.My mind manages to subdue the monster inside me and prevent that rage from running its full course.If I would have been too weak to stop it,it could have ended much worse.That person escaped that day with his life but the memory of the dent in the wall with blood around it still stabs into my mind as with a sharp knife.After seeing the results of my blind rage,this monster inside me I must find new ways to keep caged.I cannot let myself be consumed with rage ever again.I am a lot stronger than I was then.My forgiving personality must remain in control and I must forever subdue that raging monster that broke free long ago.