Take It All Back

It is you
That I still desire

So I must get high er
And high er

Than did
Amelia 
Like 
Earhart

High er
And high er

You drift
Furth er
With
My heart
Apart

Somebody!
Anybody!
Will you just please
Step as to-wards
Start the part
Where, when it 
All did start 

When 
Your grip
Grew tight er..

Take me with spite
Ravage 
Me with you in
Hale me 
With smoke
Me in
Out slowly
In
Out
In
Out

You
Breath
Me

You weep me
When need be
Like a tree does
You leave me

A drug induced
Hung er
You feed me
High er

You offer me 
An all night er

Life had
Never been 
Oh so much
Bright er!

Let me go back,
Back to then
When I didn't know
The things at me
Life would throw

Round 
And around
And around
I would go

Where'st the wind
Take me now,
I shall
Soon to know

What had been
What could of been
Should've been

Back then

Just lie here,
Lie here
Next to;
Beside me
As if to
Forget all that
You had lied to me

I would ask
Then,
If I could go
Back when

Round 
And around
And around
We, would go

We sure
Did spin
Back then
Way back when..


A schreech
Then a halt,
This was out 
Out of even 
My reach

We came
To a stop
How?
Why?
Your grip
Unraveled,
You had let go

Muffled 
My words were,
Like you, they too
Had gotten away from me

I sensed 
You looking
While I
Listened in
To the
Wind blow

What you,
For me
Had store, 
No, not
Couture

Hell, I wasn't
Even sure
If you were

Twas the
Saddest
Of ever a surprise,
As you 
Right looked me
In the eyes

Panic 
Fell within me;
Piercing
Fell upon me

As did your eyes

You asked 
Are you fucking happy?

No.
No. I replied.
I'm not.
Not when 
You're not

Forgive me not
Forget I will not,
What your revenge filled resent
Has taught