Deserted....

Missed you again today , its hard to accept that you have resigned
especially now when I had some words for you in my mind flying
dying to flow into your ears
I was freaked about what you would say after you hear
my feelings
I said "I need to think"
and hesitate"d and waited
but oh god fucking damn!!
you just had some other plans
I'm  sad that we couldn't meet before you left
but I'm glad you passed your goodbye to me to someone else
she told me you were gone,
and my inner child couldn't move on
I roamed and roamed for your contacts so I could call you
damn! this is the lame shit I hate , "I would have done anything for you."
'ah shit, he is so silly'  you may think but its all coz of you
honey you dictate my thoughts
lock em inside your box
and tonight is gonna be the same as last
I will faint to sleep once 3 has passed
diving into an ocean as you I will gasp
your voice in my ears will make me call your name
you make me a lunatic but your love makes me sane.