Your priceless deceit...

Oh darling! Oh darling!
where do you cast your eyes these days
Oh darling! Oh darling!
pour your sugar on my bleak face
I can't live like a cartwheel
spinning for your taste
 
 
The earths shines beneath the sun
the universe has got a lot to offer, I accept none
where am I from?
I'm a rat inside a human skin sleeping inside your cocoon
doomed and glued by your eyes in a room
I bleed my love and you shit on it
but I'll never find eyes as yours I'll bid my life for it.
 
 
I'm just tripping over and over  
I'm stripping as you stoop lower and lower
I got a chilled heart pumping venom
my eyes bleed ink for the words when I pen em
I break my bones..
smile.....,
smile.....,
your smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen  
when you walk like a child I'm  made to kneel
 
 
I'm a puppet
my subliminal feeling are overflowing the bucket
I'm not lucky
lady you know I'm your puppy
your priceless deceit is what I crave  
I rest in chaos in my grave
I'm in love with you , no , I'm not brave
but I'm courageous like a soldier ready to sacrifice his life
or may be a coward like a suicide confided soul
I don't know which one makes me cyanide
but one thing I'm for sure you are my alter ego.
 
 
I remember when you were here I'd pastime in all the places where you would be so that you I could trace
in the same office , in the same bus stop , everywhere in hell  
everywhere in heaven , damn!! I'm a stalker , should have been in jail
trying to walk like you,
talk like you..
Fuck it , I'd even ask people to call me by your name
but I'm not ashamed  
coz my colors are real  
although like a psychopath dear
I hope you ain't afraid of fear
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