let to die

as the day breaks the dark gloomy night,
i stand alone with out a reason to fight,
no one ever having my back,
forever alone in a midnight track,
always destined to be alone,
ill never disappoint another soul,
as the mountains rapture begun to quake,
forgetting the reason that i always stay,
for all i know that it is my time to go,
far away without any shred of hope,
to break down the dusty walls,
that so many people forget to were there,
what is at the center of this unholy void,
only one shall know the what cause this now,
never stopping the beating that is owed,
ill forget my self as tho so many have told,
that ill never make another person smile,
from true happiness that shined so bright,
ill be the saddest ever to stay alive,
ill grab the cold metal's base,
drive the sharpest thing into my hideous face,
be done with the last of this painful race,
because i am not seen as a promising date,
the niceness that was created,
the sweetness and the heart,
will vanish for ever with out a trace of ever being brought to light!