You weren't right for me

Thoughts crashing my mind
I start to go back in time
Where everything I wanted was mine
I had you, your love, just you
Our memories still haunt me to this day
I just want my feelings for you to fade away
Like water going down a drain
I feel like a crazy person going insane
I think of who you used to be
You made me happy
I received joy and laughter
But I knew I was never going to get my happy ever after
I just wanted something real
Like a heart that was willing to feel
I got a wound that still isn’t ready to heal
You caused it when I was at my worst
You didn’t care enough, I wanted to burst
You didn’t respect me, like a husband respects his wife
You didn’t care about my feelings, you put me through strife
I thought you could read me like an open book
But now everything I have to overlook
I made a mistake
Giving you everything leaving me with nothing to believe but fate
Leaving feelings of hate
If you want me in your life, you’re a little too late.