I don't let anyone touch me

 I hate to be touched by anybody

Just the thought of it makes me cringe

"Never be touched by somebody that is not yours” 

Then I think nobody will last as mine 

Therefore you won’t be mine forever
so I don’t let anybody touch me because once you place your hands on my body I’ll feel them when your not even there 

So I don’t let anyone ever touch me

I’m incapable of affection because a touch is words to me
it means too much when you break it down to understand it

It says too much and then I feel too much

Or maybe I’m just too much