Now You See Me Now You Don't

There comes a time where you look back
And think of the past
But you cant remember what happened last
You see the things you seen
You heard the things you heard
You felt the things you felt
There were laughs
But there were also cries
You tried to hold everything inside
But find your self just wanting to die
Wanting to give up
Wanting to take that knife
And end your life
Here and now.....
But what stopped you
What stop the knife from cutting that vein
What happened to all that pain
All that misery
Some will say I was broken
I was a lost soul
You thought to your self
Now I see
Now I see who you are
But do you really see me
Do really see who I am
Do you really know how I feel
Can you really say that
If so can you help me to heal
Can you help me to feel
To feel happiness again
To want to live
But you dont and you cant....
You cant see whats in my heart
You can not heals these wounds
You can not erase these scars
Now you see me
You think you see the real me
But now here and now
Now you dont
Because I have healed this wounds
I have lived my life
I refused to continue to hide
I refused to stay in the shadows
I refused to give up
I will open my eyes
To everything around me
I will not be blinded by despair
I will not fall to pain
But if I do fall
I will rise from the ground
And do it without a sound
Without a weep
As quickly as falling asleep