Confessions of a Junkie Mom

  Confessions of a Mother..a Junkie.. . I used to know this chick name Gina, Now I know that chicks a fein-a. Yes DRUGS n thugs ,crack n crank, all these things made her turn to a skank. Another statistic,she is just a fucking junkie whore...oh you have to hurry up cause he should be knocking at the door. She now lives to get high and her life passes by,her son and her daughter will be losing their mother. -My daughter Ashlyn,how I long to hear you laughing..that crazy little laugh you have done since u were baby Ash. Ashlyn is so different than me...I am what I never want her to be. She is so special, a real leader,a true individual,so very smart,.. a big sister and her future is so very bright maybe she will marry Justin Beiber!! Me and my dope can only hope that she never ends up being like me. This isn't how I use to be. Then there is my Brody,my baby,my sweet son. I talk just yesterday and he said "Mummy I miss you a ton"..My 6 year old son is amazing happy and fun. I am so blessed..its such a shame that im stuck all fucked up in this shitty dope game.You would think that would make me stop..Stop getting high..before I drop. Drop this sick lifestyle before I catch a file..then my name is stuck in a desk..then they will say that's Gina..she was always a fuckup mess.All my poor decisions and sick twisted choices has led me to meet the Shadow People and hear voices. I look at myself in the mirror and stare, then I scream and I yell you wasted junkie don't you care? I do care,so much,but it hurts so bad,Im weak.I guess for now I will get more high..sniffsniff TWEAK n Ill geek. Cause when I get high,it takes the pain and rushes warmness thru my veins. Its sick to read outloud..Im fucking on top of this methcloud. Get me down help me please..this addiction is the worst damn disease.I can't help myself im struggeling alone..I am so fucking gone nobody even tries to call me on the phone. For I know if I don't seek some help soon I will be stuck in sharpes jail balloon. My future is real dark n fucked. Its a promise though..if I don't go, that jail n bail n meth to Death are where I end up. Im a full blown junkie,theres my truth,Ill rob,steal,and lie and I have no goddamn cueth.Cause really I wanna do is get my fix,thats the junkie truth. For now I'll keep on running from my judgement day that's coming. I sometimes fear its too late..Mabye this is my fate.I hate myself,my actions, and that I cant stop. I have now told my story which I could go on with more details oh so gorey.My battle with addiction,its really happening,real fiction.So here it is my druggy confession.Hope you enjoyed mothermethhooker session..











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