Stress

Knowledge Is pain, sometimes I envy the Ignorant
What you don't know won't hurt you
That's some real shit
I often think to myself I don't want the world to break me
Or for unforeseen occurrences to shape me
Into something I don't wanna be
I want my own Identity
I don't wanna be another statistic
I set goals but they feel so unrealistic
Obstacles that my optical can't see always seam to screw me up
I feel like the world Is a monster that tried to eat me but thew me up
And said on second thought you can suffer nigga
What doesn't kill you only makes you tougher nigga
That's why I'm a soldier
I battle my thoughts consistently
I need a break but the stress keeps attacking relentlessly
Why can't I get a break?
I just wanna take my armor off and chill for a bit
My mind Is a scale and I have way to many thoughts on It
The world doesn't play fare
It turn my mind Into a daycare
I'm housing negative thoughts